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Saturday, September 17, 2011

Irresistible Destiny:Chapter 15 - Imagining Bella



Books » 310 series » Twilight: Impossible Destiny
Author: seymourblogger
Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Published: 08-31-11 - Updated: 09-09-11id:7342016
Twilight: Irresistible Destiny

The Hollow Men V- T.S. Eliot

Between the conception
And the creation
Between the emotion
And the response
Falls the Shadow

Between the desire
And the spasm
Between the potency
And the existence
Between the essence
And the descent
Falls the Shadow

Chapter 15 E

EPOV


Turner
Dawn was starting to break and I knew of a little trattoria near our hotel.





"Let's go get something to eat? Are you hungry?"






"I am", she said. And she got up to get dressed.






Outside on the piazza we are washing our fruit in the bowl of water, and sipping some dry white wine for breakfast. Such a simple way to eat. I order a plate of roasted calamari and two lattes.


Renoir


Looking out at the water the sky still has a tinge of the palest pink that is turning to that azure blue that Venice is known for. The incredible light you find nowhere else. And looking at the landscape that has been painted by almost everyone of note, it is difficult for me to see it fresh. I see Turner especially and I can't remember if he painted this or I am just imagining it as if he had.



And then I turn to look at Bella and the seascape disappears. Her face is washed in this special light and I really see how beautiful she is.






"You are so beautiful Bella. You look like the morning of the world."






She looks at me until her eyes grow darker and I catch my breath.






"I want to tell you about my dreams, Edward. But not just yet. Later. We will go to see your paintings? That's not a question."






"We will. That's not an answer either," and I smile at her not taking my eyes from hers.




Everything is delicious and we linger without talking. I feel myself becoming aroused and look at the water instead which is lapping at the steps making tiny foam waves. When I look back at her she is staring at me, licking her lips, and she doesn't look away as I lock in on her eyes. They darken again and she breathes more heavily.






"This has to stop," I say, "or I won't be able to concentrate when we look at art."






"I don't want to stop," she says simply, in a hushed voice.






My breath catches and I cannot stop gazing at her.






"We can go back to the hotel first. It's too early anyway to go to the exhibit." I'm smiling lazily at her. Her eyes widen and she turns in her chair.






sorry
She giggles, then laughs, "First one back gets to be on top," and she sprints for the hotel. She has a head start but I am a fast runner. I catch up to her and leap in front of her and grab her saying, "You lose. for a little while at least." And then I lean in to kiss her and she opens up to me completely, arching, and breathing heavily. From running or desire? Or both?





"Good god Bella, now how are we going to get back there?"






She laughs a tinkling laugh and pulls me closer. Now I am so hard and I want her so badly. I grab her hair and tighten my hold on her head as I kiss her more demandingly. We are both gone now and neither of us want to stop as we stand here in the middle of crossing the piazza with fluttering and cooing pigeons all around us.





"I'll make you come right here without touching you."




Renaissance perspective ???


Her eyes widen and she kisses me harder.
"Yes, yes, now."






"Right now I'm going under that little silk skirt of yours and you have no panties on. I am feeling your thighs. I am sliding up because I smell you." Can you feel me, Bella?"





"Yes, oh yes, Edward. More."






"I am touching you now where you are hot and oh so wet. I am slowly, slowly touching you gently as I slide my index finger from your clit down sliding past your open cunt, just open for me, and all wet, so wet."






"Feel me my Bella, feel me."






"Oh Edward," and she pulls me closer as we stand here crushing our bodies against each other.






Now I am putting my finger in you, and you are so hot inside and so wet. I slowly draw it out and push it in again. I want to stop and taste you."






"No Edward, don't stop, please don't stop. More, more."






"I am rubbing your ass with my other hand. Do you think anyone will notice? Now I am taking my other hand and my first two fingers and wetting them in you. I am going under your skirt in the back and rimming your ass opening. Do you like it?"






"Oh god, Edward, yes, yes, I love it, I love it."






"Are you feeling my fingers in your cunt? My thumb rubbing your clit?" I can stop, you know. It isn't too late yet."






"No," she moans, "don't stop, don't stop. I'll collapse on the stones here if you stop. Hold me tighter. I'm trembling so. I feel like screaming."






"No no no, you must be quiet and hold it in. You can't come yet. I'm not done with you."






"Edward," she whispers softly and raggedly. "Please, please stop teasing me."






"But I love to," I say. "I love to bring you to the edge, and then stop and look at your face."




Bella is gasping now. "I am putting three fingers in your cunt and I am circling your clit with my thumb. Now I press hard on your clit! And my fingers curl up inside you, hard! And my cock is urging me to move into you. My other fingers have entered your ass now and I am gently rubbing, around and around inside you, while I move my other hand in your cunt. So soft. So wet, just for me."






"Oh Edward, yes, just for you. Only you. Please I can't… please please please."




"Now I am moving hard and fast in you. I feel your trembling. Can you feel my hands and fingers? Can you, can you?" I say softly. "You can't hold it back much longer, can you? But I don't want you to come yet."






"Please Edward, please. Enough enough, please let me come now."






I lean in to kiss her throat and I whisper commandingly, "Now, Bella, now. Come all over me!"




And I bite her neck hard enough to leave a bruise and she shudders all down her body as I hold her tightly, so tightly, that she cannot move or fall. I pull her mouth close to my skin to keep her from screaming, and she continues to convulse and shake while I hold her imprisoned.






When she begins to breathe normally she looks up at me with tears running down her face. "Oh Edward, oh Edward, I can't believe you did that to me. I can't believe it. It was so wonderful, so wonderful. I never dreamed,"… and she kisses me with abandon.






And me. I can't believe it either. I imagine loving her in this way and it comes true.



Friday, September 16, 2011

Irresistible Destiny:Chapter 14 - Bella's Dreams



Books » 310 series » Twilight: Impossible Destiny
Author: seymourblogger
Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Published: 08-31-11 - Updated: 09-09-11id:7342016
Twilight: Irresistible Destiny

The Hollow Men V - T.S. Eliot

Between the Idea

And the reality

Between the motion

And the Act

Falls the Shadow
_________________________________________________________








For Savage's Hide and Drink Edward
___________________________________________

The blood blossom blooms
At the fragile girl's throat
The vampire forces down
Holding her imprisoned supine form
His mouth open
His lips caressing
Smooth silken skin
Suckling and sucking
Thick wet fragrant blood
In perfect precise mouthfuls
Throbbing into him
Drinking and calming his frenzy
Then with venom seals her wound
Saving her for yet
Another day
Another night
Another time
Until...

_________________________________________________________


Chapter 14: Bella's Dreams

He has established a camp with his men outside the mouth of my cave.




He spends the major part of every day and evening playing his instruments and singing to me. This has gone on a few months, but the summer is ending and soon the autumn winds will become chilly, and he will be gone.



Meanwhile I listen to his music, his beautiful voice and the lyrics of his songs. They are truly lovely and induce a languor in me that melts my bones.






I begin to feel that I never want silence again.




This is a warning to me that I am not heeding.





The chill of autumn is upon us. The rains drench the hills below and the water runs down from the mountains above. It is damp and uncomfortable all the time now.






But still he shows no signs of leaving. No matter. It is very pleasant to listen to him as I sit before the warm fire smelling the aroma from the herbs tossed on the fire. I meditate all night sometimes, my mind and fancy traveling to places I wonder about.





Tonight there is a storm that blows winds and torrents of rain and soaks all in its path. I wonder about the beautiful young man outside. How miserable is he. His songs sound lonely and melancholy now. And I am wondering about how sad he really is.




Or is he just pretending in order to weaken me?






He does not know the Sibyl very well.





It is an unusually cold winter. The snows are deep here in the mountains. The winds are cruel.






He sings of a cruel mistress who tortures him by denying him her presence. The depth of his sorrow penetrates my heart. How can his lady persist in ignoring him this way? I of course know I am this lady of his, but this does not seem to affect my logic at all.





She is indeed exceptionally cruel to this talented, beautiful and charming musician, who must love her to distraction to suffer like this. My thoughts and feelings are dangerous.






The Sibyl should not relent like this, even secretly in her mind and body.






I know I am beginning to weaken.





On a particularly cruel and vicious night I relent.






I invite him to my hearth to warm himself in order to bear the night outside with more strength.
He bows to me and goes to the fire.





His clothes are damp and ragged now. I sit on pillows and watch him carefully.






His gestures are tender and graceful. His mouth full and without bitterness towards me.






He does not look at me directly. For this I am grateful. When he feels he has accepted my hospitality long enough he bows and departs.






I wish he had not gone so quickly.






Now I know I am in dangerous waters.







The winter winds continue as the month goes by and I invite him in more and more.






He lingers longer each time. We do not speak, but one night I ask him to play and sing for me, which he does.






I find him enchanting and I smile at him, looking him full in the eyes. He does not flinch. My gaze is frightening to most, and few wish to meet my eyes.






I moisten my lips as he looks at me for a long long time, longer than is proper and respectful. My breathing changes and my color heightens; he does not miss this and his mouth lifts slightly at one corner in what might be a smile. I flush.





The Sibyl is no longer in control it seems.







He comes in often now out of the cold, but only when I invite him and insist. And then it is inevitable that one evening we will brush by one another as we reach for the hot tea served to us.






His touch shocks me and I know I have given up. I turn to him and ask him to spend the night with me.






We sleep beside each other, not touching, just feeling the thick air around us. My breathing is erratic following my thoughts. And before dawn I turn my face to him. His eyes are wide open.





It seems he has not slept all night as neither have I.







I have decided. I will be yoursI say.






He turns to touch me, my face, my neck, my lips, before he claims them as his. And oh, they are so sweet on me, so soft and tender, and I know I am such a cruel mistress, but he holds nothing against me.






I feel more pressure on my mouth as he enters his tongue inside me and I know I want all of him inside me. He places his hand on my breast and my breathing becomes heavy. I turn to him and embrace him in my arms, and try to glue myself to his body.





I unfasten his tunic as his hands slide into my loose gown, and I long for more and more of him. I have decided, and I will not stop now.




There will be consequences and I will pay them.






These consequences will be severe. For both of us.







I stop him for a minute and tell him, this means that we will be together for all eternity.






Never will we be able to separate. We will die and be reborn again and again and again.






We will never be complete until we find each other in all the lifetimes to come.





We will always have to be aware that the Other is looking for us even when we forget, our bodies will remember and search and search and search throughout all future and now past time.






There will never be a time when we are not together or waiting and searching.






This will be forever.
There will be no going back.
I am yours forever and you are mine forever.






Are you sure?






Is this what you want?






I do want it, he says.






And he smiles brilliantly and grabs me, holding me tightly as if he will never let me go, and truly he never will.






He slowly enters me and I twist my body to get away, to bring him closer and I can't stop breathing raggedly.





I clutch him to me and he takes me completely, all the way deep inside me where I did not know I was.
He groans and moans and is so tender and careful but I don't want that. I want him to take all of me to own me completely.






So I meet his thrusts and his surprise is revealed on his face.






I look directly into his eyes and say, yes, yes, yes, I want you, all of you, do not stop ever, never never stop.






And then he opens up to me and hums to me and smiles at me and begins to increase his plunging into me until I am turning, screaming, moaning, trembling, incoherent, completely mad with desire for him.






I shudder and then every separate part of my body detaches and shines with vibrations I could never find words for. He lets himself go inside me and throbs and throbs and throbs until I am full of him.





His juices inject onto the opening of my womb and I melt all over again as I feel his seed enter me and I know I am conceiving with him. And I want it!






And I know nothing but tragedy will come of it!







When he returns later the following day I tell him I am with child.



He looks at me astonished.
How can you know?






I only shrug my shoulders and say, I am the Sibyl.






But you could be mistaken, he says.






The Sibyl is never mistaken, I say.






Then joy lights up his face and he crushes me to him. You will come with me, he exalts.






Where? I say.






With me. We will journey all over the world. You will not have to stay in a cave anymore. The world will love you.






And I look at him and see that he has no idea who the Sibyl is. He has no idea what this means. I will try to tell him.






They will come after us and kill us.






We will hide from them. We will go so far they cannot even imagine where we will be. There is so much of the world I want to show you.






No, you are wrong. They will hunt us down forever. We will make a mistake and they will find us and we will be doomed. We are doomed already.





I tell him I would never change a thing. That I love him and I will love him forever. And that I will keep him forever.





The Sibyl must not bear a child.






I cannot tell him this. He will never understand. The forces of Destiny have brought him to me to conceive in me and the Sibyl will bear either a pure spirit or a monster.






If twins, one will be completely evil, and the other as pure, clear and good as a mountain stream. The evil one will kill his brother., either in the womb or later, but he will murder his brother.






The prophecies have foretold this. I already know I am with twins. This monster must not be unleashed on the world.







He and I must never have a child. Never, all through eternity.







Spider - Louise Bourgeois
So one night I begin to do what I know I must do.






I take him in my mouth and he moans in surprise and pleasure. I suckle him, suck him, take him in my throat and moan over him until he cannot stand it any longer and comes in my mouth and I drink him down and lick it off him and wipe my fingers on my face and lick them greedily.






When he recovers he takes me then without restraint, without withholding anything of himself from me.
And I am beside myself with delirium. Afterward I lie in his arms content for all eternity, knowing I have chosen well.






Louise Bourgeois
Each night I pleasure him in this way until one night I slide him down my throat and my throat muscles hug him, restrain him and demand him until he comes down my throat.






Then I begin to milk him and he screams with the ecstasy of it. I keep on and on as he writhes and moans until I taste a drop of blood.






And then I slowly free him.






I know that soon he will be mine forever.






As the weeks go by he begins to prefer my mouth and throat. Since I am with child it does not trouble him.






Louise Bourgeois
As more blood fills my mouth with his juices, his ecstasy is more and more intense. He begins to weaken.






I ask him if I should stop and I know he will refuse. He cannot stop now and neither can I. I am consumed by his blood and he is consumed by ecstasy.





And day after day and night after night we continue. By now he is very ill, and I have become terrified even though I knew this would happen from the beginning.






He begs me and begs me even though I have become fearful and am reluctant, he will not let me stop.






Soon he is dying and still he begs me to continue. Please, please, just once more. I'll never ask you again, I promise I promise, but just this once more. He is lying and we both know it.






And one night I will succumb once more, bleed and drink him, and he will die in my arms with a smile on his face.






My tears will never stop. I cannot live without him. My body cannot live without his blood. My unborn child has been nourished by his blood and cannot accept anything else. So I begin to be bled.








I weaken quickly and know I will soon die.







The unborn child is too young to survive. The world is safe.








I trust my secrets to my successor. I write all this in one of the volumes of secrets, so my dangerous and lethal practices will be recorded, as well as my warnings when Destiny contrives a meeting between two lovers like us.







I weep for him as I die, but I am also joyful, as I know I will be with him again.







And my hunger for him will ensure we will never breed.




We will love, but the world will be safe from the consequences of our love.
Cumaean Sibyl on Sistine Chapel - Michelangelo